For the past seven years, I have done online dating with no success. I have never had a relationship last longer than four months and in general it is hard for me to connect with most humans. I am a biologist by education and The Alternative Horticulturalist by profession which means I like to analyze myself as a living system. In wanting to know myself better I began to research blood types and found that rhesus negative women can not conceive with rhesus positive men. Perhaps this is the piece that has prevented me from ever being able to make a long term relationship work. I have always been grateful for never experiencing years of being with someone who was not the one. And now I know for me to be able to experiencing having my own child one day, I need a man with rhesus negative blood. So here I am. We'll see what happens.