I've awoken to many truths late in life. It's both a blessing and a sorrow, since you realize how many wrong life choices you've been making out of ignorance. But I guess it's part of growing, even though it can be painful at times. Instead of being sad over lost time and opportunities, I've decided to try to create a new and better path in this life. This time, with the knowledge of how important blood and spirit are. I hope to find someone who wants to do that with me, while we grow as humans and souls together.